ME & Commitment

Me nk luahkan pe me rase lar.. me da give up ngn keadaan mcm neh.. utk sebulan neh, commitment me da bertambah.. me bley face it, but if me xdpt support dr org sekeliling.. mende xkn jdik ape.. ape sbb me mengeluarkn kenyataan seperti itu ?

Bermula pemergian mak utk menunaikn Haji.. sebenarnye segala kerje me.. me bley siapkn dlm mse yg ditentukn.. but ble ade kerje yg xdek dlm senarai me neh lah yang telah merosakkn segale2 nyer.. kang balik2, me jugak yg xcommunicate..

For every Monday, Wednesday and Friday, me msok after lunch.. me kne teman kn ayah dlu then bru me wat kje me yg pending.. but one day, ble me dpt kjer yg serentak ! Damn ! Helpdesk, PPSMI ngn Audit.. mmg klu tgok, mmg me yg pegang smue project neh.. but rsenye PPSMI tuh rmei kot bley tolong..

Meh crite psal PPSMI, ade ke summary report for this project me yang kne prepare.. da ar segale haram jdah dr mule smpei skang neh me yg handle.. kes menambah, tukar sne sni.. pehtu report pon nk me gak yg wat.. klu setakat soh me kuarkn numbers, tu for sure bley..

Yang me bengang sgt neh, org yg pass kat me format report tu pon xtau mcm mne report tu wujud... then nk xpect me gheti !!! Damnnn !! pehtu bising2 kate me lambat.. hello cik kak, nk kuar kn numbers tu pon wat stu2 tau...

Then, me jz kuar kn numbers yg me select from my data jz.. me maleh nk pk logic ke x.. ble me tanye kat puan sri, dia bg formula gitu gini then bile me da wat.. bru hari neh dia nk check, bising kate me nyer culculate xlogic.. BARU HARI NEH NK CHECK ! yg me btol2 mrah ! me punye lah kelam kabot email ke puan sri pg jumaat utk dia check.. then tlong tmbh kn column yg me xwat lg.. TU PON NK TGU ME !!!! ALASAN ???? SBB ME CUTI !!! DAMNNNN !!!!

BAIK BG ME JERKS GAJI DIA TUH.. NPE SMUE KNE TGU ME.. REPORT TU BKN ME NYER KEJE.. 2 WEEKS ME PENDING KJE ME YG LELAIN.. AUDIT, EN LOTFI DA MRAH2.. ME SORG JERKS YG KNE HDAP ! BOS NGN LELAIN SMUE DPT HABUAN, ME ?? PE DAPAT ?? MAKIAN ??

ME JZ TINGGALKN COLUMN UTK WAT TOTAL AVERAGE JERKS, XCEL DOWH ! KO JUZ WAT FORMULA KAT CTU JERKS KOT ! TU PON DIA BLEY PASSED KAT ME BLIK.. HARAM JADAH !

ME TENSION !!! ME DA GIVE UP !! ME NK BERENTI KJE !! ASAL ME LUAHKN MSALAH NEH KAT ORG LAIN, ORG SOH ME SLOW TALK NGN BOSS.. TAU X PE AKN JDIK IF ME SLOW TALK NGN BOSS ???? SME JERKSSS !!! ME AKN DPT BLIK APE 'BENDE' YANG ME BG !!!!! ENDING NYER, ME GAK KNE WAT ! THAT'S KAMI NEH XPERNAH NK BISING OR COMPLAINT2S SBB KAMI SEDAR KAMI NEH KULI.. MKN GAJI !

DAH AR.. MAKEN BENGANG LAK ME ! DAH BYE !